The Loop

Sometimes we get into a loop and however we tried we are just unable to break free ...

I am looping in fatigue, sickness, medicines, zero appetite, lack of interest to anything, worries abt my health, sleeping, lack of sleep and Candy crush ! 

I don't seem to find out a way to break free...

People who know me are wondering about what had happened to me!

I am wondering and feels funny that even in the times of modern medicines, the Dr do not seems to have any remedy for my prolonged nasal block  and cough other than prescribing plain steam inhalation twice daily..oh and the advise- "you just think that it will get better, then u feel the difference. If you think this will never go away,then it won't " buhahhah....

My Dad asked me " what were you expecting  from him then, a 4th course of antibiotics? To me he sounded reasonable that he didn't put u again under medication" ...well after much thought I have decided to accept the facts..yeah..bad things happen to good people ;-) right???

This is it...If I go on like this, I will lose myself soon..and I still love the old me in myself...so hang in there dear...

I should feel happy that I am not in Ghasa..

I should feel happy that my dear ones were not there in MH17

I should feel happy that my daughter has at last, courageously taken the decision to make her own friends gang ,to which membership is limited only to those being nice to her and outcast anybody being mean to her...

what a simple logic. I should learn from her it seems...

It's time to outcast anything that is not being nice to me..

It's time for me to bite those little gooseberries again and savor the sweet sourness by gulping a glass of cold water...

And yeah! I slapped and killed that mosquito that was disturbing me for sometime...